Isaiah 27:3-5 TPT
“ I, The Lord watch over my vineyard of delights, moment by moment I water it in love and protect it day and night,
There is no anger in me.
For if I found briars and thorns I would burn them up and march to battle against them. So let the branches cling to my protection when they make true peace with me, yes, let them make me their friend “
As I listen to this teaching, I feel the hand of God cutting away the stigma, guilt, and shame that surfaced during this time of isolation. The time has finally come to go deeper.
I recognize that I need to work out those places that only the Holy Spirit can touch. God was asking for permission to go in a revisit those areas; Spirit of religion was the first one. How I had allowed man made rules and traditions derailed me from the purpose that God has for me. I broke down in tears, in repentance and humility recognizing the big part I played in it.
As I’m kneeling down I had this vision of a long grey body mirror. Matter of fact it look like one I have. God would always used what is familiar to us.
As I looked into it, I can’t see anything because a bright rays off lights are coming out from it. Spiritually I’m standing in front off it, yet I know I’m in the floor kneeling, undone, crying , and asking God to continue showing me those areas that I had become blind to it, or that I had hurried alive within me. Too painful to deal or accept.
“Stop calling myself names “ was what I heard. I had called myself many names; stupid, ignorant, crazy, procrastinator, God was showing me those areas in the soul that need to break; the soul ties off insecurities; I sense them being removed from deep inside of me -He is burning them up- God is doing a cleansing from deep inside. Loosing up the tights that the enemy had me bound for so long, He is releasing me to the freedom that comes from him. Delivering me from the wrong belief systems.
He was setting me free. This time when I looked into the mirror I believe I saw His reflection. He allowed me to see me through His eyes. I am his vineyard of delights, He waters me as I spend time with him. He protect me day and night and he doesn’t get angry when he sees the residuos of self, because when He find them, he himself burned them up with his fire of purification. God himself goes ahead and march in to battle for my sake.
I am undone, left without strength to get up, but yet free and the shalom peace that surrounds me was almost like I could touch it. I know God was preparing me and getting me ready for what was yet to come.
As I’m settling myself I started to draw what I thought I saw. And explaining it in my own words. But that is for another day. For now let stand in front of the mirror and write down what you see...them ask God what He sees when he looks at you. Allow him to showed you how He sees you.
Original notes from 4/15/2020
#godinspiredword
Ivette Diaz-Yee
Feel free to share ⚓️⚓️🙏🙏🙏
S❤️BG
Sisters loved by God was birthed a few years ago, it is a place where The Lord has shown me that in order to grow you have to give it away. The joy of The Lord is your strength but it's not just for you, it’s for others. This is a place where I will be sharing what The Lord speaks to my heart. I had tried to run away, to ignore it until now. Every post from here comes from a heart dedicated to The Lord. Joshua 1:14 I am to help my sisters onto The Lord, give them rest as He has done for me.
Comments
Post a Comment